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[08 Aug 2005|10:45am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Neutral Milk Hotel - "King of Carrot Flowers" ] So, I've decided that my manager Nancy is the funniest woman ever. She rips on ALL of the customers and it's hilarious. Last night this guy came in and wrote a check. After he left she was like, "Oh wow!!!! He was soooo cute!!!!" I was like, "Yeah, he was." Nancy: "You should have talked to him!!!!!!" Who's manager tries to hook their employees up with random customers? Then when we were getting the checks together after closing she was like, "Oh! This one was the cute guy's!" She freakin remembered his name. I have never been so amused in my life. So many visitors yesterday... Jeremy, Diego, and Holly! And people from my high school that are riding bicycles home from San Francisco decided to stop in SLO on their way and they came to my store! So weird! It was awesome to see them. They are such great, genuinly nice people <3 of butterbeer

[07 Aug 2005|01:22am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Elliot Smith- "Say Yes" ] Junior and I went to the fair. He bought me a cow <3 We played games and wasted all of our money paying people to win us stuffed animals. He got Kaitlyn the best present she will ever get in her life. IT EVEN MATCHES YOUR NEW ROOM, MISS ALAIMO! I had to work all day with the world's worst hangover. It was torture. And everyone thought I was a skateboarder because of the huge raspberry on my face. I felt badass, but then realized I was just a clutz. When I got home I found out all of the stupid things I did last night. Violet saw me crawling to the bathroom haha. Oh my. I love my roomates <3 Scott called me at 11:45. I called him back at 12:15 and he didn't remember he had called. Highlight of the night. I also made two portfolio drawings this weekend. Eek... I hope I get accepted. Tomorrow I'm going to buy canvas and make a painting. I just need some inspiration!!! I also finished Harry and started a new book. I love summer. I bought my mom a garnet pendent for a necklace for her birthday. I'm going hom Friday to give it to her. She will love it. :D I am so homesick right now, but I hate home! It's so weird. I miss my mom soooo much. Going home will probably just make me not want to be there though haha. 2 bottles of butterbeer

[20 Jul 2005|11:16am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Iron and Wine ] My life is retarded. My mom thinks I am an alcoholic. I try to convince her that I don't NEED to be drunk, but she doesn't believe me. I'm done with class now after 6 weeks of boredom. Hopefully I'll actually get into the art program so this class was not a waste of time. My job needs to give me more hours, or more money. That would make me happier and less hungry. Where would I be without my buffalo? He even bought me Harry Potter, which was half of my last paycheck. Speaking of sex, I am going to go read. 1 bottle of butterbeer

[04 Jul 2005|04:15am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Magnet ] I just finished my very first solo radio show! It is, however, 4 am and I'm exhausted. The creeeeepiest man kept requesting stuff and telling me he liked me voice. Wow. Highly disturbed! This weekend I had quite a lot of fun. Thursday night I drove to see Bryan in King City and he made me a SURPRISE candlelit dinner... aw :D We hung out all night and then I woke up and drove to work in SLO on 3 hours of sleep. Way too much fun! Then I went to band practice with Wisty, my favorite. Friday night was party night... bad news. Saturday we went to band practice again and played around with the boys. Saturday night was party night again (obviously.) and I had the best time. Completely bonded with Brandon, Evan, and Ashley! Today, Brandon, Bryan, and I went to lunch at Pizza Solo, made a beautiful purchase, and hung out at Scott's house. Then we went to band practice and adventured in San Miguel. I took Brandon to where Wisty and I went last weekend. He LOVED it :D I have to work 4th of July, but hopefully I will get to see my buffalo after that<3 of butterbeer

[28 Jun 2005|11:08pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Air - "Venus" ] moncoeurmeurt: and for today you could write, "my bf is an idiot" At least he knows it, right? ;) Thursday: Drove to King City. Smoked and played with Brian. Passed out on the couch with puppy. Friday: Woke up and Brian made me breakfast, awww! We went and saw buffalo. Then we went to Santa Cruz and ate pizza and rode roller coasters. He took me out to dinner in Monterey. Then we went camping. I passed out. Saturday: Woke up from being passed out. Went to breakfast. Went to band practice. Wisty and I adventured to a collectibles store and talked to the cracked out owner while the boys played their music. Too much fun. Went to KCPR party. Laughed A LOT. Sunday: Went to Scott's house. Played with the boys as usual. Missed a buffalo. Monday: Smoked with Tim before class. Attempted to focus on drawing. Couldn't. Hung out with Tim and Trevor all day. Today: Went to class. Found out I only have an A-. I'm going to kill my teacher for that. Went to day one of working at New Frontiers... LOVE IT! So much tasty stuff with employee discount, YES! The other employees are awesome and I got to work with Tim and Tanner! I love them way too much for words. My bf is an idiot. Who just gets sick? What a loser. <3 Tomorrow: Haircut? Re-piercing of the lip? War of the Worlds? King City? So many possibilities! 2 bottles of butterbeer

[16 Dec 2004|10:24pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Death Cab- "A Lack of Color" (yesssss OC) ] I'm so embarassed that I spent 9 months inside of a woman who I disresepect so much. I appreciate all she has done for me, but I can't believe she is actually proud to be such a disgusting person. She complains to my dad all day long that we do not have enough money to put both my sister and I through college... in front of me. Wow, if that doesn't give rise to guilt then I don't know what does. I got a job to help pay for myself. I don't know what more she wants me to do except drop out. She didn't allow me to get a job in high school, so obviously I had no outside source of income to help pay for the previous year. Along with the claming to be poor, she wastes so much money on useless items. It makes me want to puke. She is such a spoiled, immature child. My dad had surgery and can't get down the Christmas decorations this year, so she buys all new ones and complains about how ugly they are. She bought a smaller tree this year because apparently my dad is the only person who can decorate the top of the tall trees and complains about its puny size every god damn second of the day. If I have to hear about it one more time I will punch her in the face. Tonight she is completely drawn into her "favorite" TV show, The Apprentice. "I hate Jennifer! Oh my God! He better not pick her! I hate her!" You've got to be joking!!!!!! This has nothing to do with her, and anyone who hires their employee off of a game show has got to be stupid. He's just making even more money off of the lifeless losers that watch television religiously when he could be out donating his time to a better cause. This inconsiderate "genius" is tearing up our land to build more hotels and condos for the rich and it frustrates me so much that anyone would support this. It hurts me so much that in order to survive my dad actually has to get paid to support them, as well. I love that he makes sure that they build in a sustainable fashion, but this man isn't looking for that! He's too busy choosing whether or not to pick an intelligent whore or an egotistical asshole to run the destruction of our Earth. I'm SO pissed off that my mother tried to defend him. I can't even write enough to make myself feel better about being stuck living with her for another 2 weeks. I am so embarassed to be related to her. All she cares about is gossiping about the bitches my sister used to cheer with, consuming produced trash, and making my life a living Hell. Now, however, I cannot remember anything I was about to type because I just got a phone call from Tammy who has all of the girls from up north at her house and they passed the phone so that they all could say hi :) That really cheered me up! I can't wait to go back to school and see everyone, and I really can't wait to see JD. Talking on the phone just does not satisfy me. EEEEEK I love my friends! of butterbeer

Home. [13 Dec 2004|09:53pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | The Killers- "Mr. Brightside" ] Ahh... it starts. Saturday: We all caravanned down south, and JD stayed the night at my house. We went to the OC Gay Men's Chorus Christmas concert, which was WAYYY fun(ny)! Sunday: JD left me. :( Fight #1 with my mom. Monday: I read all day and ate too much fiber. My kitten cuddled with me while I read, and then growled at me and ran when I accidentally touched her tail. Fight #2 with my mom. JD called. I miss him so much!!!!! Tomorrow: My dad has surgery ahhh. I'm really confused. I had a dream last night and I'm not sure of what it means I'm feeling. I dreamt that I was (and I am) very happy with JD as my boyfriend. We were going along as usual, when Cameron told me he had made a mistake and he wanted me back as his girlfriend. I was shocked and didn't know what to do because in my dream I still was in love with him. He kept telling me in different places that he wanted us to be together. He told me to meet him at his work if I wanted that, too, and I went there though I loved JD. At one point, Cameron was driving me with JD in the passenger seat. I was in the back seat trying to figure out which boy I loved, or whether or not I loved both. The two of them were flirting with me and didn't seem to care that they were sitting next to each other. I kept thinking, "What if Cameron hurts me again, though? What if he is only thinking he still loves me because he is jealous? Do I really want to hurt JD over this?" And when it came down to it I was hurt and confused, but I stayed with JD no matter how much I missed Cam in my life. Soooo... I don't know what to think about that. I know I am not in love with Cameron. I do love him though. My interpretation is just that the dream was reaffirming that I really miss him in my life. I wish he wouldn't act so immaturely about the situation and would answer my calls and e-mails. It was me who got hurt in the end of our relationship, so I don't know why he would be upset that I have JD. I know that I shouldn't be wasting so much energy on him because I'm not benefiting from all of my worrying, but I really wish that he would talk to me. I miss knowing how his life is going. I'm lonely because he was one of my best friends, and now it's as if we never knew each other. I really hate that. I can't wait to see JD again. I'm flying to Arizona on December 30th. Then we are driving back to SC on the first, spending the night at my house, and going back to SLO on Sunday. I start classes again on the 3rd (a MUCH easier load than last quarter...), start practice for the Vagina Monologues, and start working at Campus Market. Please let this break go by quickly!!!!! 1 bottle of butterbeer

:( [01 Dec 2004|11:29pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Bright Eyes- "Arc of Time" ] All I wanted was a friend. I knew our relationship had been over for months, just waiting to see who would be brave enough to end it. "I want you in my life no matter what." It's funny how things change so fast. It's not that I still have feelings for him, I just miss his company and friendship. I would feel the same way if I lost Jess or Kaitlyn. I'm so incredibly happy with the way things turned out because I never thought I would have fallen in love with such a truly amazing guy so quiuckly. I am, however, upset that he refuses to talk to me and I have no idea why. He's not too busy for everyone else, yet he has no time for someone he was so close with for so long? The worst feeling is when someone is mad at me. I wish he would tell me what I did wrong. 3 bottles of butterbeer

:) [13 Nov 2004|03:28pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Mae- "Last Call" ] I am happy. My friends are so much fun. My boyfriend is the sweetest guy in the entire world. There's food in the pantry. I am sad. I don't understand physics and may have to retake it if I don't understand it by Monday. I am annoyed. If I have to hear Megan's cell phone ring one more time I may have to murder someone. If the kitchen doesn't stay clean I WILL murder someone. 4 bottles of butterbeer

[24 Jul 2004|01:13pm] omg.... my mom is crazy. im wearing a jacket because im cold and shes hot so apparently everyone has to be hot so she says "you look like someone with an eating disorder whos trying to cover their bony body." omg. i couldnt believe she said that......... 5 bottles of butterbeer

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